Antisocial Media

I've decided that, with the exception of Youtube and Google Plus, I am no longer using social media. I've deactivated my Facebook for the final time and continue to not use social media. It's a waste of time and honestly my blogs / vlogs take enough of my time. I don't know why I use Facebook anymore, it's just a narcissistic tech addiction that causes more drama than "connecting."

Antisocial Nihilist has spoken.
Tomorrow's blog: Otherkin

Self-Loathing Narcissism

This is a theory I've made on "self-loathing narcissists."

The phrase itself sounds like an oxymoron--how can somebody be obsessed with themselves but also hate themselves? In my definition, a self-loathing narcissist is somebody who hates themselves and hates being alone so much he will do anything to make others like them. He will pretend to fit in, cave in to peer pressure, and will change his personality just so others will think highly of them. They will do selfless things for selfish reasons, such as donate to charity or give money to the homeless, only if others will think highly of them. This is most likely the result of no self esteem, neglect, abuse and rejection suffered all through the S.L.N.'s lifetime.

This is just a psychological theory I've been thinking about.
I am just now waking up and I need some coffee.

I hope everyone had a good 4/20. Stay High ^_^

Happy 4/20!!

Today is one of my favorite holidays, National Pot Smoker Day!!

Today is also Hitler's birthday and the 16th anniversary of Columbine.

Hitler was an avid user of meth, as for Eric and Dylan I'm not sure if they did drugs.

I live in Colorado, and ever since weed has been legalized, this is the place to be for drugs. Drugs are everywhere, especially marijuana, but travelers who come for the ganja usually have other fun drugs.

But today I've decided to quit all drugs EXCEPT weed and caffeine.

I admit I am a problem drinker, even if I'm not a "real alcoholic,"
and I am having a daily struggle to deal with my addiction to meth.
Today, however, is all about weed. No synthetics, no rave drugs, just herb.

Weed is the only good drug. My honest advice? Fuck all drugs except weed.
Check out my other blog, "Misanthrope" for sexy stoner porn ^_^

That is all. Amen. And that is cal.

Heading in a new direction...

I've deactivated both of my Facebook accounts due to personal reasons, I am focusing on my blog for right now, but heading in a new direction.

Follow my other blog, "Misanthrope," for real gore / snuff photos and videos.
It will be a "shock site" much like Bestgore, Efukt and Documenting Reality.

I'm also switching my artistic focus from music and poetry to horror film-making.
Zombie films, serial killer films, etc. My music has always had a strong influence from horror.

http://www.pathetichumanrace.blogspot.com

^^ my official shock site for snuff, porn, gore, horror etc.

Misanthrope

I was stupid to forgive them, I should have known people never change, especially redneck trailer-trash scum such as my parents. I will NEVER forgive anyone again, I am sick of being abused and betrayed. I've realized that people don't fuckin' change; the same person you were five years ago is still the same person you are today. I'm finding the human race to be disgusting, I feel like Earl Sweatshirt right now, I DONT LIKE SHIT AND I DONT GO OUTSIDE. Humans are fuckin' stupid, I'm ashamed to be human.

The Antisocial Nihilist is a misanthrope? Big shocker there, sarcasm intended for the idiots who can somehow read my intellectual posts but probably don't understand a goddamn word coming out of my iconoclastic mouth.

If nobody has told you they hate you today, well guess what?
I FUCKING HATE YOU.

Feminazis, Religious Bigots and Druggalos

This blog is somewhat of a rant but I will still be logical.

I try to be respectful and understanding of others religious beliefs, however I often feel as if I'm being mistreated for my Atheist / Nihilist viewpoints. I don't enjoy having my intelligence questioned by a religious zealot who believes those fairy tales in the Bible. I find religion to be humorous for the intelligent and reality for retards. "God is DEAD!!" - Nietzsche.

My major problem with feminism is NOT because I'm a misogynist. Feminazis fought for equal rights, which they have now. Feminazis are now fighting for special treatment, and guess what? They finally have it. Feminazis criticize Men's Rights Activists because they're "blaming women for their problems" even though that is exactly the same concept that Feminazi Twats like to use against men. Violence towards men is treated with "You go girl!" Whereas violence toward a woman is "perpetuating the cycle of violence."

Juggalos are basically white trash pot smoking criminals who try to act like hardcore gang members but in reality cry about not being accepted into a society they claim to despise. They are NOT a family, they're a fucking criminal gang who indulge in crimes such as drug use, theft, murder and arson being the most popular. They listen to watered down generic shitty horrorcore hip hop, and not even good horrorcore like King Gordy or Gravediggaz. Their beloved ICP is only using them for money, juggalos are stupid enough to fall for the family shit while Violent J laughs his fat ass all the way to the bank. Oh yeah and Faygo hates juggalos, they're a family company and wants nothing to do with trailer park wiggers.

A.A. is a Christian Cult

They say there's no such thing as bad publicity, but I'm pretty sure when Kool-Aid Man went to Jonestown he was all like "OH NO!!" Moral of the story: don't drink the cyanide kool-aid just because somebody lead you to. That's how I feel about Alcoholics Anonymous, only instead of Kool-Aid you are forced to drink coffee. Despite what anyone says, A.A. is a Christian Cult. The Twelve Steps, Twelve Traditions and even their fuckin' lingo make clear that they don't truly care about sobriety, they are replacing their addiction with religion. People in the group have told me "even if you don't believe in prayer, do it anyway" or "this is a spiritual program, not Christian, but I still hope you find Jesus." They also claim to have "no opinion on outside matters, hence the A.A. name never becomes controversial" however there is a medical marijuana dispensary downstairs from the meeting which everyone lately is crying about in my town. Guilt-tripping is a major tactic they use to keep members to "keep coming back" and those who have an individual opinion are usually silenced when they share. Alcoholics Anonymous is nothing more than a religious crybaby cult, they do not care about sobriety, and ironically they live for alcohol whether they are sober or not.

Don't drink the coffee.