Feminazis, Religious Bigots and Druggalos

This blog is somewhat of a rant but I will still be logical.

I try to be respectful and understanding of others religious beliefs, however I often feel as if I'm being mistreated for my Atheist / Nihilist viewpoints. I don't enjoy having my intelligence questioned by a religious zealot who believes those fairy tales in the Bible. I find religion to be humorous for the intelligent and reality for retards. "God is DEAD!!" - Nietzsche.

My major problem with feminism is NOT because I'm a misogynist. Feminazis fought for equal rights, which they have now. Feminazis are now fighting for special treatment, and guess what? They finally have it. Feminazis criticize Men's Rights Activists because they're "blaming women for their problems" even though that is exactly the same concept that Feminazi Twats like to use against men. Violence towards men is treated with "You go girl!" Whereas violence toward a woman is "perpetuating the cycle of violence."

Juggalos are basically white trash pot smoking criminals who try to act like hardcore gang members but in reality cry about not being accepted into a society they claim to despise. They are NOT a family, they're a fucking criminal gang who indulge in crimes such as drug use, theft, murder and arson being the most popular. They listen to watered down generic shitty horrorcore hip hop, and not even good horrorcore like King Gordy or Gravediggaz. Their beloved ICP is only using them for money, juggalos are stupid enough to fall for the family shit while Violent J laughs his fat ass all the way to the bank. Oh yeah and Faygo hates juggalos, they're a family company and wants nothing to do with trailer park wiggers.

A.A. is a Christian Cult

They say there's no such thing as bad publicity, but I'm pretty sure when Kool-Aid Man went to Jonestown he was all like "OH NO!!" Moral of the story: don't drink the cyanide kool-aid just because somebody lead you to. That's how I feel about Alcoholics Anonymous, only instead of Kool-Aid you are forced to drink coffee. Despite what anyone says, A.A. is a Christian Cult. The Twelve Steps, Twelve Traditions and even their fuckin' lingo make clear that they don't truly care about sobriety, they are replacing their addiction with religion. People in the group have told me "even if you don't believe in prayer, do it anyway" or "this is a spiritual program, not Christian, but I still hope you find Jesus." They also claim to have "no opinion on outside matters, hence the A.A. name never becomes controversial" however there is a medical marijuana dispensary downstairs from the meeting which everyone lately is crying about in my town. Guilt-tripping is a major tactic they use to keep members to "keep coming back" and those who have an individual opinion are usually silenced when they share. Alcoholics Anonymous is nothing more than a religious crybaby cult, they do not care about sobriety, and ironically they live for alcohol whether they are sober or not.

Don't drink the coffee.

Kannibal Kannabis - "420 Stoner Rap"

Blazin' on the ganja, hotbox the room like a sauna

Call it whatever you wanna, it's all marijuana

The beautiful THC all for me and my homies

Green trees, bong rips and dabs yes please

Blazin' from Stoner Hill down to Dank Park

Stoned at the skatepark 4:00 AM after dark

Kannabis Kannabis all up in this wickedness

The pot smokin' zombie from the illuminati

Let's find a party and get drunk as fuck

Irish boy smokin' on this blueberry blunt

Drink a couple shots of this cinnamon whiskey

I love Colorado, legalize the sensi.

just a short hip hop song I wrote today ^_^

Zug Izland - Next to Me Lyrics

you think you look stupid
you don't know what to say
no confidence naked
at least you feel that way

give me a pill so i can make it go away
i need an angle so i can walk the sea
i want you next to me
i need you right next to me
i want you next to me
i need you, you make me complete

got stuck in the pavement
cant walk up to see
no confidence naked
anxiety


i want you next to me
i need you right next to me
i want you next to me
i need you, you make me complete

my silence killing me
i can barley even breath
my silence killing me
i can barley even breath
my silence killing me
i can barley even breath
my silence killing me
i can barley even breath

i want you next to me
i need you right next to me
i want you next to me
i need you, you make me complete

Leftover Crack - "Life is Pain" Lyrics

Fucking like bunnies; Breeding like rats 
We're shitting out the babies and I'm telling you that that's 
Mad against the better judgment in our human history 
Take some time to think it over; It's not difficult to see 
You can wait until you're older; Or you're in a better place 
Just remember there's no winner in this fucked-up human race 
I know you might be searching for some meaning on this earth 
(But) Don't be stabbing nature in the back by giving into birth 

You're too ugly and I'm too fat 
What kind of seed are we to spawn with genetic cards like that?
Plus addiction and depression is just swimming in my cum
And we are weak and dumb

Fucking like bunnies; Breeding like rats 
We're shitting out the babies and I'm telling you that that's 
Mad against the better judgment in our human history 
Take some time to think it over; It's not difficult to see 

We're mostly runts and too high strung
In nature, mother eats the young
Who are we to breed?; Put away your seed
We can't evolve an iron-lung

And you're too ugly and I'm too fat 
What kind of seed are we to spawn with genetic cards like that?
Plus addiction and depression is just swimmin' in my cum
And we are weak and dumb

Too many people on the way
World's growing smaller every day
As quantity grows, life quality goes
Our lives are sick and in decay

What I Learned on Stout Street

I'm leaving Denver this week, and heading back to my small town in Durango, CO... home sweet home, I suppose. Although Denver is a crazy, chaotic and stressful place to be, I have to admit this experience has been beneficial to me. I've realized that no matter where I go or who I'm with, everything is tainted with the absence of her, but that is another story for another day...

I have made friends here, and I have also made unwanted enemies. I find those who are unwanted to be sheep, unproductive and in no way progressive on their path to happiness. I've discovered things about myself, things I've never realized before. The fear of death is something I do struggle with, although the purpose of life is still vague, bleak and depressing.I'm having difficulty managing my bipolar disorder, the manic highs and lows taking a tole on my health. I'm staying sober from alcohol but still continue to smoke weed. Although I was given advice to quit smoking weed because it clouds my mind I find that advice to be unwanted although appreciated. I'm a hedonist by nature, like Nietzsche in a way. I enjoy marijuana, cigarettes, booze, candy, good Italian food, laughs, comedy, good friends, a nice sunny day to lay in the grass, video games, etc... There is so much in this world that is unwanted, and most would say the things I enjoy are pointless and even somewhat childish. One piece of advice I heard was "never lose being a kid at heart." I became a philosopher because I'm trying to figure out this world I live in, the world of which I often despise. The small things, little things, almost meaningless or mundane if you will, are things I truly enjoy and take for granted.

My Buddhist friend here says that "suffering is real, but we as human beings are the only ones who can change our perspective, emotions, and outcome of our lives." As an Existentialist, I agree with this philosophy. Life is pain, life is suffering, but life is also a dialectic as I've stated before. You have to take the good with the bad, just like a teenager in love.

If nothing else, I've learned a new perspective on life. Right here, on Stout Street in Denver, CO.

"I have slain all Gods--for the sake of humanity!!" - Nietzsche.

Favorite Nietzsche Quotes

My last post for a couple of days, just some of my favorite Nietzsche quotes.

Life is a Dialectic

Many people view the world of which we live in to be black and white, which makes sense as most of the human race are sheep, and they are narrow-minded to one argument or the other. However, from my experience as well as my philosophical research I've realized that life is a dialectic; rather than viewing life as "black and/or white," I view life as a grey area. I hate words such as "oxymoron" or "contradiction." It IS possible that two opposites can be truth at once. As I've stated before, I do not believe in pure good or pure evil, rather I like to think that humans have the choices to do good things and/or engage in "bad" behavior, but with that being said some people choose to do both good and bad things, depending on their mood.

I will use two examples which may seem controversial:

CHARLES MANSON: The psycho drug addict hippie cult leader who is partially responsible for a mass murder spree. He brainwashed stupid bimbos into doing his dirty work basically because he did not receive the record deal he deserved. Now, although he is a psychopath and deserves to be in prison, I believe his music and poetry is beautiful, some of the best work I've ever listened to in my life. His creative music mind was beautiful, haunting and poetic, and the dialectic for Manson is yes, he is considered an "evil psychopath" but also could be considered a "musical genius."

ADOLF HITLER: Although considered as one of the most evil dictators of all time, and responsible for the genocide of almost millions of Jews, I will give him credit where credit is due: he was a very talented speaker, his passion echoed through millions of Germans to do his will. It takes a very passionate and powerful leader to lead a cause such as Nazism, and his legacy is still challenged today and also still represented through Neo-Nazi and White Nationalist groups, most especially Stormfront.org and the American Nazi Party. Although some might say his attack against the Jews was evil, others might say he was passionate in his beliefs and a true iconoclast.

It should also be noted that one man's beliefs of "Evil" are seen as another person's beliefs of "Good." A sociopath is an individual who feels joy and satisfaction from the pain and suffering of others, thus making serial killers and mass murderers. The old saying is true, "nobody is perfect," so idol worship of a so-called "hero" is pointless. It actually makes more sense to worship and/or idolize a villain as they are at least somewhat honest about their mistakes and flaws, but looking up to another individual defeats the purpose of individuality.

In other news, I'm currently reading "Nietzsche and the Gods" and today I went out with some friends and went to the Denver Buddhist Temple, which I actually really enjoyed. Buddhism is an interesting philosophy, even though I do not consider myself one [as I reject all belief systems and substitute my own], I respect the beliefs and enjoyed myself in the temple.

Why I Don't Believe in "God"

This post is a bit controversial, triggering and somewhat depressing, but it needs to be said.

First off, I'm not an "Atheist" nor am I "Agnostic." I'm a Philosopher, as I enjoy reading and studying philosophies such as Nihilism and Buddhism. I realize that every religion has some bit of truth backed up by lies and stories. Even Satanism seems stupid to me, although I once described myself as LaVeyan and later Theistic, I find Satanism to be nothing more than a rebellion of Christianity. Reverse-Christianity is still Christian-based, just as reverse-racism is still racially based. So the concept of Satanism to me is seeming pointless and often sarcastic.

Secondly, I do not believe in God for many personal reasons. I find prayer to be lazy, just as I find blaming God to be a scapegoat. I also do not understand why bad things happen to good people, good things happen to bad people, and sometimes bad people and good people get what they deserve, whatever that may be. I find this world to be randomness, chaos, and ultimately it's a gamble. If there was a God, I believe he does not care either way about the human race. If God or Bog or whateverthefuck created the world, then he's just sitting back in his Lazy Boy chair, smoking a cigar and either laughing at our suffering or not caring at all. This paragraph is somewhat Nihilistic and Agnostic, but this vision of God is my hypothetical perspective and NOT absolute truth.

The Bible, The Koran, The Torah, none of these books are absolute truth. None of these philosophies such as Nihilism or Buddhism, as influential and helpful as they may be, are absolute truths. This world, as I've said before, is randomness, chaos and uncertainty. I will be perfectly honest and say that yes, I feel this world is a scary place, and the fear of the unknown is one of my biggest fears. I do not believe in God as described in any Bible. I believe I am in control--or lack thereof--of my own life, I am the only one who can fix my problems, and anything that is out of my control is simply that: out of my control.

In other news, I'm currently in Denver, CO right now.
A long way from home, even though I enjoy the city
it's waaay too big for me. I miss Durango, never thought I'd say that.
I will post another blog tomorrow, maybe, haven't decided yet.