I'm a misanthrope, I have a general dislike for human nature and human society. When I think long and hard about my life, my past, everything that has happened whether it was inside or outside of my control, I've realized something: Humans are the cause of all my pain. Human beings, the most wicked and disgusting creatures on this planet, have caused me the most pain in the world. Animals have never hurt me, and sometimes I wonder if I am truly an animal, that my spirit or soul or whatever is not that of a human. I've never fit in with any crowd, except for the occasional stoner and drunk cliques, but I do not truly identify with any human culture, subculture, or counterculture. I describe myself as a nihilist, however I do not get along with other nihilists for various reasons. I'm sick of being stabbed in the back, hurt, and humiliated by humans. I've been reading a little bit about otherkin, and I will touch more on that topic some other time. Animals and nature are beautiful, I feel they give unconditional love and a sense of welcome which I never get from humans.
Ok, enough of the hippie philosophy for today.
I'm gonna drink some tea and smoke some weed.
Have a good day ^_^
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