DJ DethSmoke "FREE CHARLIE" Streaming on Youtube

I've decided to release a rarities album called "FREE CHARLIE" which is streaming for free on my Youtube channel. It is a collection of b-sides from my early days as a DJ. It is a horrorcore album, mostly instrumental. All of the songs are available for download on my Reverbnation page, www.reverbnation.com/DJSCAVENG3R420/ 

DJ DethSmoke, Kannabis Krew Rekordz, Copywrite 2013 - 2015

My honest opinions on "Happiness"

Some people in life just want to be "happy."

I've met rich people who are miserable, and I've met homeless people happier than most.

I've met people who are only happy when drunk or doing drugs,

and I've met people who feel as if only other people can make them happy,

like their pursuit of happiness will end with a relationship.

This sounds cheesy as fuck, but happiness comes from within.

ALL emotions are simply just chemical reactions in our brains.

Logically, our emotions are pointless, which is why lately I feel so apathetic towards everyone and everything, even if I am hurt or saddened, it's better to just stop caring about the pain. When you stop caring about everyone else and the world around you, somehow the world seems less scary. When you stop caring about happiness, ironically you will find some happiness in life.

People are not responsible for my emotions. I could go on for hours, days, even months talking about all the people who fucked me over and all the others I fucked over likewise. It doesn't matter who or what is to blame, because quite honestly it's too exhausting and tiring to waste my brain power being argumentative. Nobody should expect perfection from somebody else. Sometimes people do the right thing for the wrong reason, sometimes people do the wrong thing for the right reason, and sometimes the right and the wrong things are the same things.

This blog is a bit of a ramble, just random thoughts on my mind.

I became a philosopher and studied psychology to better understand the world.

All it's done is make me question everything twice as much.

Recovery Blog

Sadness gives depth. Happiness gives height. Sadness gives roots. Happiness gives branches. Happiness is like a tree going into the sky, and sadness is like the roots going down into the womb of the earth. Both are needed, and the higher a tree goes, the deeper it goes, simultaneously. The bigger the tree, the bigger will be its roots. In fact, it is always in proportion. That’s its balance.

This is something I found on an artist's page that really spoke with me.
In other news, I am attending A.A. again and taking the program seriously.
I only have 14 days sober of alcohol and hard drugs, I am currently working the steps.
Letting go of resentments and saying the serenity prayer helps with my resentments.
I am still a non-believer and skeptic of religion, however I am in recovery.

Fuck Humans, I'm a Fox now.

I'm a misanthrope, I have a general dislike for human nature and human society. When I think long and hard about my life, my past, everything that has happened whether it was inside or outside of my control, I've realized something: Humans are the cause of all my pain. Human beings, the most wicked and disgusting creatures on this planet, have caused me the most pain in the world. Animals have never hurt me, and sometimes I wonder if I am truly an animal, that my spirit or soul or whatever is not that of a human. I've never fit in with any crowd, except for the occasional stoner and drunk cliques, but I do not truly identify with any human culture, subculture, or counterculture. I describe myself as a nihilist, however I do not get along with other nihilists for various reasons. I'm sick of being stabbed in the back, hurt, and humiliated by humans. I've been reading a little bit about otherkin, and I will touch more on that topic some other time. Animals and nature are beautiful, I feel they give unconditional love and a sense of welcome which I never get from humans.

Ok, enough of the hippie philosophy for today.

I'm gonna drink some tea and smoke some weed.

Have a good day ^_^

I'm working on my art again

"Untitled," by Antisocial Nihilist

Antisocial Media

I've decided that, with the exception of Youtube and Google Plus, I am no longer using social media. I've deactivated my Facebook for the final time and continue to not use social media. It's a waste of time and honestly my blogs / vlogs take enough of my time. I don't know why I use Facebook anymore, it's just a narcissistic tech addiction that causes more drama than "connecting."

Antisocial Nihilist has spoken.
Tomorrow's blog: Otherkin

Self-Loathing Narcissism

This is a theory I've made on "self-loathing narcissists."

The phrase itself sounds like an oxymoron--how can somebody be obsessed with themselves but also hate themselves? In my definition, a self-loathing narcissist is somebody who hates themselves and hates being alone so much he will do anything to make others like them. He will pretend to fit in, cave in to peer pressure, and will change his personality just so others will think highly of them. They will do selfless things for selfish reasons, such as donate to charity or give money to the homeless, only if others will think highly of them. This is most likely the result of no self esteem, neglect, abuse and rejection suffered all through the S.L.N.'s lifetime.

This is just a psychological theory I've been thinking about.
I am just now waking up and I need some coffee.

I hope everyone had a good 4/20. Stay High ^_^

Happy 4/20!!

Today is one of my favorite holidays, National Pot Smoker Day!!

Today is also Hitler's birthday and the 16th anniversary of Columbine.

Hitler was an avid user of meth, as for Eric and Dylan I'm not sure if they did drugs.

I live in Colorado, and ever since weed has been legalized, this is the place to be for drugs. Drugs are everywhere, especially marijuana, but travelers who come for the ganja usually have other fun drugs.

But today I've decided to quit all drugs EXCEPT weed and caffeine.

I admit I am a problem drinker, even if I'm not a "real alcoholic,"
and I am having a daily struggle to deal with my addiction to meth.
Today, however, is all about weed. No synthetics, no rave drugs, just herb.

Weed is the only good drug. My honest advice? Fuck all drugs except weed.
Check out my other blog, "Misanthrope" for sexy stoner porn ^_^

That is all. Amen. And that is cal.

Heading in a new direction...

I've deactivated both of my Facebook accounts due to personal reasons, I am focusing on my blog for right now, but heading in a new direction.

Follow my other blog, "Misanthrope," for real gore / snuff photos and videos.
It will be a "shock site" much like Bestgore, Efukt and Documenting Reality.

I'm also switching my artistic focus from music and poetry to horror film-making.
Zombie films, serial killer films, etc. My music has always had a strong influence from horror.

http://www.pathetichumanrace.blogspot.com

^^ my official shock site for snuff, porn, gore, horror etc.

Misanthrope

I was stupid to forgive them, I should have known people never change, especially redneck trailer-trash scum such as my parents. I will NEVER forgive anyone again, I am sick of being abused and betrayed. I've realized that people don't fuckin' change; the same person you were five years ago is still the same person you are today. I'm finding the human race to be disgusting, I feel like Earl Sweatshirt right now, I DONT LIKE SHIT AND I DONT GO OUTSIDE. Humans are fuckin' stupid, I'm ashamed to be human.

The Antisocial Nihilist is a misanthrope? Big shocker there, sarcasm intended for the idiots who can somehow read my intellectual posts but probably don't understand a goddamn word coming out of my iconoclastic mouth.

If nobody has told you they hate you today, well guess what?
I FUCKING HATE YOU.

Feminazis, Religious Bigots and Druggalos

This blog is somewhat of a rant but I will still be logical.

I try to be respectful and understanding of others religious beliefs, however I often feel as if I'm being mistreated for my Atheist / Nihilist viewpoints. I don't enjoy having my intelligence questioned by a religious zealot who believes those fairy tales in the Bible. I find religion to be humorous for the intelligent and reality for retards. "God is DEAD!!" - Nietzsche.

My major problem with feminism is NOT because I'm a misogynist. Feminazis fought for equal rights, which they have now. Feminazis are now fighting for special treatment, and guess what? They finally have it. Feminazis criticize Men's Rights Activists because they're "blaming women for their problems" even though that is exactly the same concept that Feminazi Twats like to use against men. Violence towards men is treated with "You go girl!" Whereas violence toward a woman is "perpetuating the cycle of violence."

Juggalos are basically white trash pot smoking criminals who try to act like hardcore gang members but in reality cry about not being accepted into a society they claim to despise. They are NOT a family, they're a fucking criminal gang who indulge in crimes such as drug use, theft, murder and arson being the most popular. They listen to watered down generic shitty horrorcore hip hop, and not even good horrorcore like King Gordy or Gravediggaz. Their beloved ICP is only using them for money, juggalos are stupid enough to fall for the family shit while Violent J laughs his fat ass all the way to the bank. Oh yeah and Faygo hates juggalos, they're a family company and wants nothing to do with trailer park wiggers.

A.A. is a Christian Cult

They say there's no such thing as bad publicity, but I'm pretty sure when Kool-Aid Man went to Jonestown he was all like "OH NO!!" Moral of the story: don't drink the cyanide kool-aid just because somebody lead you to. That's how I feel about Alcoholics Anonymous, only instead of Kool-Aid you are forced to drink coffee. Despite what anyone says, A.A. is a Christian Cult. The Twelve Steps, Twelve Traditions and even their fuckin' lingo make clear that they don't truly care about sobriety, they are replacing their addiction with religion. People in the group have told me "even if you don't believe in prayer, do it anyway" or "this is a spiritual program, not Christian, but I still hope you find Jesus." They also claim to have "no opinion on outside matters, hence the A.A. name never becomes controversial" however there is a medical marijuana dispensary downstairs from the meeting which everyone lately is crying about in my town. Guilt-tripping is a major tactic they use to keep members to "keep coming back" and those who have an individual opinion are usually silenced when they share. Alcoholics Anonymous is nothing more than a religious crybaby cult, they do not care about sobriety, and ironically they live for alcohol whether they are sober or not.

Don't drink the coffee.

Kannibal Kannabis - "420 Stoner Rap"

Blazin' on the ganja, hotbox the room like a sauna

Call it whatever you wanna, it's all marijuana

The beautiful THC all for me and my homies

Green trees, bong rips and dabs yes please

Blazin' from Stoner Hill down to Dank Park

Stoned at the skatepark 4:00 AM after dark

Kannabis Kannabis all up in this wickedness

The pot smokin' zombie from the illuminati

Let's find a party and get drunk as fuck

Irish boy smokin' on this blueberry blunt

Drink a couple shots of this cinnamon whiskey

I love Colorado, legalize the sensi.

just a short hip hop song I wrote today ^_^

Zug Izland - Next to Me Lyrics

you think you look stupid
you don't know what to say
no confidence naked
at least you feel that way

give me a pill so i can make it go away
i need an angle so i can walk the sea
i want you next to me
i need you right next to me
i want you next to me
i need you, you make me complete

got stuck in the pavement
cant walk up to see
no confidence naked
anxiety


i want you next to me
i need you right next to me
i want you next to me
i need you, you make me complete

my silence killing me
i can barley even breath
my silence killing me
i can barley even breath
my silence killing me
i can barley even breath
my silence killing me
i can barley even breath

i want you next to me
i need you right next to me
i want you next to me
i need you, you make me complete

Leftover Crack - "Life is Pain" Lyrics

Fucking like bunnies; Breeding like rats 
We're shitting out the babies and I'm telling you that that's 
Mad against the better judgment in our human history 
Take some time to think it over; It's not difficult to see 
You can wait until you're older; Or you're in a better place 
Just remember there's no winner in this fucked-up human race 
I know you might be searching for some meaning on this earth 
(But) Don't be stabbing nature in the back by giving into birth 

You're too ugly and I'm too fat 
What kind of seed are we to spawn with genetic cards like that?
Plus addiction and depression is just swimming in my cum
And we are weak and dumb

Fucking like bunnies; Breeding like rats 
We're shitting out the babies and I'm telling you that that's 
Mad against the better judgment in our human history 
Take some time to think it over; It's not difficult to see 

We're mostly runts and too high strung
In nature, mother eats the young
Who are we to breed?; Put away your seed
We can't evolve an iron-lung

And you're too ugly and I'm too fat 
What kind of seed are we to spawn with genetic cards like that?
Plus addiction and depression is just swimmin' in my cum
And we are weak and dumb

Too many people on the way
World's growing smaller every day
As quantity grows, life quality goes
Our lives are sick and in decay

What I Learned on Stout Street

I'm leaving Denver this week, and heading back to my small town in Durango, CO... home sweet home, I suppose. Although Denver is a crazy, chaotic and stressful place to be, I have to admit this experience has been beneficial to me. I've realized that no matter where I go or who I'm with, everything is tainted with the absence of her, but that is another story for another day...

I have made friends here, and I have also made unwanted enemies. I find those who are unwanted to be sheep, unproductive and in no way progressive on their path to happiness. I've discovered things about myself, things I've never realized before. The fear of death is something I do struggle with, although the purpose of life is still vague, bleak and depressing.I'm having difficulty managing my bipolar disorder, the manic highs and lows taking a tole on my health. I'm staying sober from alcohol but still continue to smoke weed. Although I was given advice to quit smoking weed because it clouds my mind I find that advice to be unwanted although appreciated. I'm a hedonist by nature, like Nietzsche in a way. I enjoy marijuana, cigarettes, booze, candy, good Italian food, laughs, comedy, good friends, a nice sunny day to lay in the grass, video games, etc... There is so much in this world that is unwanted, and most would say the things I enjoy are pointless and even somewhat childish. One piece of advice I heard was "never lose being a kid at heart." I became a philosopher because I'm trying to figure out this world I live in, the world of which I often despise. The small things, little things, almost meaningless or mundane if you will, are things I truly enjoy and take for granted.

My Buddhist friend here says that "suffering is real, but we as human beings are the only ones who can change our perspective, emotions, and outcome of our lives." As an Existentialist, I agree with this philosophy. Life is pain, life is suffering, but life is also a dialectic as I've stated before. You have to take the good with the bad, just like a teenager in love.

If nothing else, I've learned a new perspective on life. Right here, on Stout Street in Denver, CO.

"I have slain all Gods--for the sake of humanity!!" - Nietzsche.

Favorite Nietzsche Quotes

My last post for a couple of days, just some of my favorite Nietzsche quotes.

Life is a Dialectic

Many people view the world of which we live in to be black and white, which makes sense as most of the human race are sheep, and they are narrow-minded to one argument or the other. However, from my experience as well as my philosophical research I've realized that life is a dialectic; rather than viewing life as "black and/or white," I view life as a grey area. I hate words such as "oxymoron" or "contradiction." It IS possible that two opposites can be truth at once. As I've stated before, I do not believe in pure good or pure evil, rather I like to think that humans have the choices to do good things and/or engage in "bad" behavior, but with that being said some people choose to do both good and bad things, depending on their mood.

I will use two examples which may seem controversial:

CHARLES MANSON: The psycho drug addict hippie cult leader who is partially responsible for a mass murder spree. He brainwashed stupid bimbos into doing his dirty work basically because he did not receive the record deal he deserved. Now, although he is a psychopath and deserves to be in prison, I believe his music and poetry is beautiful, some of the best work I've ever listened to in my life. His creative music mind was beautiful, haunting and poetic, and the dialectic for Manson is yes, he is considered an "evil psychopath" but also could be considered a "musical genius."

ADOLF HITLER: Although considered as one of the most evil dictators of all time, and responsible for the genocide of almost millions of Jews, I will give him credit where credit is due: he was a very talented speaker, his passion echoed through millions of Germans to do his will. It takes a very passionate and powerful leader to lead a cause such as Nazism, and his legacy is still challenged today and also still represented through Neo-Nazi and White Nationalist groups, most especially Stormfront.org and the American Nazi Party. Although some might say his attack against the Jews was evil, others might say he was passionate in his beliefs and a true iconoclast.

It should also be noted that one man's beliefs of "Evil" are seen as another person's beliefs of "Good." A sociopath is an individual who feels joy and satisfaction from the pain and suffering of others, thus making serial killers and mass murderers. The old saying is true, "nobody is perfect," so idol worship of a so-called "hero" is pointless. It actually makes more sense to worship and/or idolize a villain as they are at least somewhat honest about their mistakes and flaws, but looking up to another individual defeats the purpose of individuality.

In other news, I'm currently reading "Nietzsche and the Gods" and today I went out with some friends and went to the Denver Buddhist Temple, which I actually really enjoyed. Buddhism is an interesting philosophy, even though I do not consider myself one [as I reject all belief systems and substitute my own], I respect the beliefs and enjoyed myself in the temple.

Why I Don't Believe in "God"

This post is a bit controversial, triggering and somewhat depressing, but it needs to be said.

First off, I'm not an "Atheist" nor am I "Agnostic." I'm a Philosopher, as I enjoy reading and studying philosophies such as Nihilism and Buddhism. I realize that every religion has some bit of truth backed up by lies and stories. Even Satanism seems stupid to me, although I once described myself as LaVeyan and later Theistic, I find Satanism to be nothing more than a rebellion of Christianity. Reverse-Christianity is still Christian-based, just as reverse-racism is still racially based. So the concept of Satanism to me is seeming pointless and often sarcastic.

Secondly, I do not believe in God for many personal reasons. I find prayer to be lazy, just as I find blaming God to be a scapegoat. I also do not understand why bad things happen to good people, good things happen to bad people, and sometimes bad people and good people get what they deserve, whatever that may be. I find this world to be randomness, chaos, and ultimately it's a gamble. If there was a God, I believe he does not care either way about the human race. If God or Bog or whateverthefuck created the world, then he's just sitting back in his Lazy Boy chair, smoking a cigar and either laughing at our suffering or not caring at all. This paragraph is somewhat Nihilistic and Agnostic, but this vision of God is my hypothetical perspective and NOT absolute truth.

The Bible, The Koran, The Torah, none of these books are absolute truth. None of these philosophies such as Nihilism or Buddhism, as influential and helpful as they may be, are absolute truths. This world, as I've said before, is randomness, chaos and uncertainty. I will be perfectly honest and say that yes, I feel this world is a scary place, and the fear of the unknown is one of my biggest fears. I do not believe in God as described in any Bible. I believe I am in control--or lack thereof--of my own life, I am the only one who can fix my problems, and anything that is out of my control is simply that: out of my control.

In other news, I'm currently in Denver, CO right now.
A long way from home, even though I enjoy the city
it's waaay too big for me. I miss Durango, never thought I'd say that.
I will post another blog tomorrow, maybe, haven't decided yet.

The Lighthouse - Poe's final work

Jan 1 — 1796. This day — my first on the light-house — I make this entry in my Diary, as agreed on with De Grät. As regularly as I can keep the journal, I will — but there is no telling what may happen to a man all alone as I am — I may get sick, or worse . . . . . So far well! The cutter had a narrow escape — but why dwell on that, since I am here, all safe? My spirits are beginning to revive already, at the mere thought of being — for once in my life at least — thoroughly alone; for, of course, Neptune, large as he is, is not to be taken into consideration as “society”. Would to Heaven I had ever found in “society” one half as much faith as in this poor dog: — in such case I and “society” might never have parted — even for the year . . . What most surprises me, is the difficulty De Grät had in getting me the appointment — and I a noble of the realm! It could not be that the Consistory had any doubt of my ability to manage the light. One man had attended it before now — and got on quite as well as the three that are usually put in. The duty is a mere nothing; and the printed instructions are as plain as possible. It never would have done to let Orndoff accompany me. I never should have made any way with my book as long as he was within reach of me, with his intolerable gossip — not to mention that everlasting mëerschaum. Besides, I wish to be alone . . . . . . It is strange that I never observed, until this moment, how dreary a sound that word has — “alone”! I could half fancy there was some peculiarity in the echo of these cylindrical walls — but oh, no! — this is all nonsense. I do believe I am going to get nervous about my insulation. That will never do. I have not forgotten De Grät’s prophecy. Now for a scramble to the lantern and a good look around to “see what I can see” . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . To see what I can see indeed! — not very much. The swell is subsiding a little, I think — but the cutter will have a rough passage home, nevertheless. She will hardly get within sight of the Norland before noon to-morrow — and yet it can hardly be more than 190 or 200 miles.

Jan.2. I have passed this day in a species of ecstasy that I find impossible to describe. My passion for solitude could scarcely have been more thoroughly gratified. I do not say satisfied; for I believe I should never be satiated with such delight as I have experienced to-day . . . . . . . . . The wind lulled about day-break, and by the afternoon the sea had gone down materially . . . . . Nothing to be seen, with the telescope even, but ocean and sky, with an occasional gull.

Jan. 3. A dead calm all day. Towards evening, the sea looked very much like glass. A few sea-weeds came in sight; but besides them absolutelynothing all day — not even the slightest speck of cloud. . . . . . . . Occupied myself in exploring the light-house . . . . It is a very lofty one — as I find to my cost when I have to ascend its interminable stairs — not quite 160 feet, I should say, from the low-water mark to the top of the lantern. From the bottom inside the shaft, however, the distance to the summit is 180 feet at least: — thus the floor is 20 feet below the surface of the sea, even at low-tide . . . . . . It seems to me that the hollow interior at the bottom should have been filled in with solid masonry. Undoubtedly the whole would have been thus rendered more safe: — but what am I thinking about? A structure such as this is safe enough under any circumstances. I should feel myself secure in it during the fiercest hurricane that ever raged — and yet I have heard seamen say occasionally, with a wind at South-West, the sea has been known to run higher here than any where with the single exception of the Western opening of the Straits of Magellan. No mere sea, though, could accomplish anything with this solid iron-riveted wall — which, at 50 feet from high-water mark, is four feet thick, if one inch . . . . . . . . The basis on which the structure rests seems to me to be chalk . . . . . .

Jan 4.

This is Poe's final work, he did not live to finish it, and it almost feels like he is predicting his certain demise through his literary talents... Truly, this is creepy, fascinating, and sends a chill down my spine.

Poem About Society

this is a poem I wrote and will be performing tonight at Steaming Bean Coffee:

"Poem About Society" by Jake DeLarge:
They're still asleep as I've awoken
Society hates those who are outspoken
There's no such thing as individuals
The human race deserves to grow minimal
Poetry is beautiful, flawless imperfection
As everyone walks in the same direction
Nobody thinking by themselves anymore
Losing their sanity walking out the door
I don't believe in love
I don't believe in romance
I don't believe I'm happy
With the Devil of which I dance
I don't understand the world
I don't understand society
I don't believe in beliefs
even the truth has lied to me.

War Against the Homeless

It seems like society is raging war against the homeless, and little to no help is being provided to those who are cold and starving, most of them veterans I might add. I've met many homeless people on my path, most of them kind and caring, intelligent and poetic. It is illegal to sleep in parks during the night, forcing the homeless to be on an all-night schedule, which makes it hard for them to progress since most businesses and resources are not open 24-hours. The Mana Soup Kitchen helps out a lot, but otherwise I'm not seeing anything done to help the homeless; it just seems like every town especially Durango wants to get rid of them, rather than bring them up to a higher place than they were before. Homeless people are people as well, and they are treated as less than what they're worth. Being homeless should not be illegal. And while I understand that some homeless people are alcoholics and/or addicts, the police do nothing except for drop them off at detox and nothing else is done from that point on. This war against the homeless needs to stop, I've grown up in poverty all my life. Being poor and down on your luck should never be made a crime.

Jake DeLarge

"The Antisocial Nihilist"

The Rules of Wicca

My best friend is teaching me about Wicca, which is my personal religious belief system.
Here are the Wiccan Rules, which she sent me via Facebook:

1. We practice rites to attune ourselves with the natural rhythm of life forces marked by the phases of the moon and the seasonal quarters and cross quarters.

2.we recognize that our intelligence gives us a unique responsibility toward our environment. We seek to live in harmony with nature, in ecological balance offering fulfillment to life and consciousness within an evolutionary concept.

3.we acknowledge a depth of power far greeter than is apparent to the average person. Because this power is far greater than ordinary, we sometimes call this force supernatural, but we see this power lying within that which is naturally potential to all.

4.we conceive of the creative power in the universe as manifesting through polarity , as masculine and feminine. And that this creative power lives in all people , and functions through the interaction of the masculine and feminine. We value neither above the other, knowing eAch to be supportive of the other . We value sexuality as pleasure, as the symbol and embodiment of life.

5.we recognize both outer worlds and inner, or psychological , worlds sometimes known as the spirit world, the collective unconscious, the inner planets, etc, and we see in the interaction of these two dimensions the basis for paranormal phenomena and magickal exercises. We neglect neither dimension for the other, seeing both as necessary for our fulfillment.

6.we do not recognize any authoritarian hierarchy, but do honor those who teach , respect those who share their greeter knowledge and wisdom, and acknowledge those who have courageously given themselves in leadership.

7. We see religion, magick,and wisdom in living as United in the way one views the world and lives within it, a world view and philosophy of life,which we identify as witchcraft or the Wiccan way.

8.calling oneself witch does not make a witch. But neither does hereditary itself, nor the collecting of titles, degrees, and initiations. A witch seeks to control the forces within him/herself that make life possible to live wisely and well, without harm to others, and in harmony with nature.

9. We acknowledge that it is affirmation and fulfillment of life, in a continuation of evolution and development of consciousness , that gives meaning to the universe we know, and to our personal role within that universe.

10.our only animosity toward Christianity , or toward any other religion or philosophy of life, is to extent that these institutions have claimed to be the one and true right and only way. And have sought to deny freedom to others and suppress others ways of religious practices and beliefs.

11. As American witches, we do not feel threatened by debates on the history of the craft, the origins of the various terms, the legitimacy of various aspects of different traditions. We concern ourselves with our present , and our future.

12. We do not accept the concept of absolute evil, nor do we worship any entity known as satan or the devil as defined by Christian tradition. We do not seek power through the suffering of others,nor do we accept the concept that personal benefits can only be derived by denial to another.

13. We work within nature for that which is contributory to our heAlth and well being. Not bound by traditions from other times and other cultures, we owe no allegiance to any person or power greater than the divinity manifest through our own being. As American witches we welcome and respect all life affirming teachings and traditions. We seek to learn from all and to share our learning. We do not wish to open ourselves to the destruction of Wicca by those on self serving power trips, or to philosophies and practices contraditory to these principles. In seeking to exclude those whose ways are contradictory to ours, we do not want to deny any participation with any person who carries a sincere interest in our knowledge and beliefs , regardless of race, color, sex, age, national or cultural origins, or sexual preference.

Optimistic Nihilism and Pessimistic Nihilism

There seems to be two different types of nihilists commonly found in this world.

Optimistic nihilists are those that I describe to enjoy their life, even though they realize it is without meaning and purpose, but that doesn't seem to stop them from enjoying little pleasures and living freer than most, ironically better than those who waste their time trying to find the purpose of life, completely negating the whole point of "pursuit of happiness." I've been reading much of Anton LaVey's work throughout my life, and the whole concept of LaVeyan Satanism seems to be based on a similar ideal of optimistic nihilism.

Pessimistic nihilists are somewhat stereotypical, like The Joker from Batman who famously says he wants to watch the world burn. They drudge about life being miserable, hopeless, meaningless and seem to be severely depressed and angry, not to mention anxiety ridden and perhaps mentally ill as well. This type of nihilism can be considered dangerous to certain people, which is a very good reason to be cautious but not entirely fear a pessimistic nihilist.

Personally, I am a romantic nihilist and moral nihilist. I feel as if we live in a modern society that no longer values respect, romance or common decency. Sex, drugs, hedonism and greed seem to be the popular trends these days, not that I'm complaining, but I'm not overjoyed either.

In other news, I'm currently reading "The Satanic Witch" by Anton LaVey.
A fellow traveler traded me this book for some ganja.
I will write a full review when I'm finished with this book.

Current Projects + Update

Sadly to say, I recently lost my Blackberry device so I will not be online as often as I would fancy. My Blackberry had tons of my photography and poetry, not to mention hundreds of downloaded songs, and plus I was working on making a skateboard video with some friends and all the footage was lost. Nevertheless, my current projects include a book of my original photography and poetry, as well as my first official album as DJ DethSmoke. The album is a mixture of trance, dubstep and chiptune and features many of my well-known songs plus some unreleased or rare material. I've mostly been working on poetry and photography, and have been taking a much-needed hiatus from my DJ career. I will not be able to post any more video blogs, so you will have to read my written word on this page from now on.

When I used to go by the name DJ SCAVENG3R, I released a free demo album on Soundcloud called "Executive Producer, Substance Abuser." It was my first official release, although not my best work, it's also not my worst. I made the album entirely on FL Studios, and it was kinda rushed as I was still experimenting and trying to find my style. I had originally planned to call my next album "Keyboard Assassin," but I've decided to call my newest release "Full Moon Syndrome" and this is the official track listing:

1. R3B3L420

2. King of Nerdcore

3. WTF is Juice?

4. Keyboard Assassin

5. Noize MixDown

6. Angel of Death

7. Dubska

8. Depression Dub

9. Kannabis Kode

10. Smoke Hash Every Day

11. Bonus Track

12. Outro

Album: "Full Moon Syndrome"

Release Date: April 20th, 2015

Genres: Dubstep, Trance, Chiptune, EDM

Label: Kannabis Krew Rekordz

Deadbeat Mothers & Standup Guys

Today as I was reading through my Facebook news feed, I found a trending article of a father who decided to raise his child who was born with down syndrome. A truly remarkable act from a stand-up guy, even though I do not know him personally. He decided to raise his child and be there, however, with the threat of divorce from his seemingly uncaring spouse. I hear a lot of talk of deadbeat fathers, but feminazis never point out that mothers can be just as neglectful and selfish, i.e. the Casey Anthony trial is the biggest example of reverse-misogyny. Before I get too involved with this blog, let me reiterate that I'm not a misogynist and do not hate women, although my older posts and viewpoints have been questionable to many. I've never met my father, and my mother can only be describe as a selfish drug addicted narcissist, so the psychology of families is something I am rather interest in. Abandoning a child with a sickness, whether it be mental illness or down syndrome, something completely outside the child's control, is even sicker than any illness could allow. I personally take most individuals on an individual basis; it does matter what gender or race you are from, if you are selfish and uncaring chances are you are not a good friend. I've met meth addicts who are more morally upright than this mother, and I'm not even exaggerating (most of you know my personal struggles with addiction). I am not angry as much as I am once again disapointed with the disgusting nature of the human race.

I am the Antisocial Nihilist, thank you for reading my thoughts today.

Fvck Valentine's Day

I don't believe true love exists, I don't believe romance exists, Valentines Day is coming up and I absolutely hate this stupid holiday. It's some capitalist greeting card bullshit conspiracy made by the Hallmark company. They make money off something that doesn't exist and make those who are single feel like "forever alone" losers. Relationships are based solely on sex and money, that's it, both sides are equally guilty of these character flaws. The human race is fucking disgusting, they feed off one another for personal satisfaction, and then cover it up with bullshit lies claiming they love who they're with for the week.

Anti-Feminism vs. Misogynist

I don't hate women, I'm not a misogynist, most of my best friends have been female. With that being said, I hate feminism because the majority of feminists these days are "anti-male." And, as a man, I don't agree with hatred towards my gender. Also, I hate sluts and whores, regardless of their gender. So stop calling me a misogynist you feminazi twats. Thank you.

My Blog

Welcome to my blog,
not much to say right now.
I'm an Antisocial Satanic Nihilist Metalhead.
I'm high as fuck, listening to black metal.
My favorite bands are Dethklok, Burzum,
Moonblood, Cemetery Rapist, Waking The Cadaver
Anal Cunt, Warfare 88, Chaos 88, Definite Hate
Leftover Crack "Rock The 40 Oz." is my favorite song.
And Charles Manson's music is hauntingly beautiful.
I'm stoned as fuck, hopefully getting drunk later.
I also have a video blog series on Youtube
"The Antisocial Nihilist" aka "DJ DethSmoke"